I wrote this fiction piece for a class I was taking. It’s taken from my experiences here in Atlatlahucan, Morelos. I hope you enjoy it. – Rebecca
The sun had just begun to peek over the horizon as she stepped out onto the dirt road. The heavy zaguán, caught by the wind, slammed shut behind her. Throwing her torn backpack over her shoulder, she looked up at the pale blue sky, and she knew it would be another hot day. “Too damn hot,” she said to no one. The dust kicked up around the weathered, leather boots she had bought at that second-hand shop back in Vermont. The neighbors’ dogs trotted up behind her, hoping for a handout. When she supplied none, they turned and trotted back to the shade of the massive ciruela tree. She had treats, but they weren’t for them. She had a paper bag of raw chicharron in her backpack, but she was saving it.
All the dogs around here knew her. When she moved to Mexico, which seemed a lifetime ago, she wanted to help them all. There were so many dogs that needed help. And in the beginning, she tried. She couldn’t stand the idea that people allowed them to starve, suffer, and die. Their pain and suffering had etched away at her, little by little. “I know it sounds cliché, but my soul dies a little bit with each dog I can’t save,” she told her friends back home. “Ugh, I couldn’t do it,” they always replied.
After twenty minutes or so, she turned the corner and made her way up the main road, rutted with deep gullies from the last rainy season eleven months ago. It was early so there wouldn’t be any traffic. Not that there ever was traffic. On a typical day, farm trucks loaded with day laborers and the occasional ancient dump truck was all she saw. Three groove-billed anis silently watched her from their roost as she stumbled over the volcanic rock that littered the region. She looked up to see the volcano billowing white gases, its slate grey slopes flowing into the tree line of pines and eventually to crops of corn.
That’s when she saw her. She had set out this morning in search of her, and there she was, picking her way across a field of harvested corn. She was even thinner than she remembered, but then she had only seen her once from a distance. It wasn’t surprising as it was clear to anyone that she wasn’t thriving out here on her own. Her white body had deteriorated so much that her skull seemed abnormally large, her eyes exaggerated black marbles, her ribs protruding through her skin. “La Guitarra”. That’s what the neighbors had named her.
A white boxer mix, she had been dumped here with her eight newborn puppies a few months ago by someone in an Audi SUV. The puppies hadn’t survived – parvovirus, intentional poisoning, parasites, or all of the above. None of the neighbors had stepped in to help. But how could they? They were barely surviving themselves.
The dog stopped and stood motionless, finally noticing her, observing. Careful not to make eye contact, the woman sat down on a rock. Blasted from the volcano thousands of years ago, it was now a cold, hard seat. She slid off a boot, emptied the sand, and then reached into her backpack, slowly removing the paper bag and a small slip lead. The paper bag was intentional. The crinkling noise when she opened it got the dog’s attention. Cautiously, the boxer crept across the field, picking up the scent of the pork, her hunger driving her closer.
Still not making eye contact, the woman took a piece of the pork and tossed it towards the dog. The dog, starving though she was, sniffed the piece of pork before swallowing it. Another piece was thrown her way, and this time she didn’t need to sniff. She inhaled it, her tongue licking her snout, signaling she was ready for another. Each time the woman tossed a piece of pork, she did so just a little bit closer to where she sat on the rock. And each time the starving dog inched forward cautiously and then inhaled the meat.
Eventually, the dog was close enough for the woman to touch her, but she didn’t. She knew better than to force the situation. She had enough pork to build the trust she needed and doled it out in intervals that grew longer and longer. Only when she was sure the dog was ready did she slowly reach for the leash. Holding it loosely in one hand and a piece of pork in the other, she was able to gently slide the loop over the dog’s head when she took the treat.
Preparing herself for the alligator roll that so many street dogs had done before, the woman grasped the leash tightly. But the fight never came. Just an expectant look and a head tilt. The dog was wondering when the next piece of pork was coming. The woman reached out, moving her hand slowly down the dog’s chest and front leg. A tail wag and a tip tap of the front two feet let the woman know that the dog was ready. Ready for the next piece of pork. Ready to go home.




















